wondering

It has been a long time since I posted anything.   I have steadily been working on myself and finding out who is, Amanda Tachick.  What does she want, where does she want to be, is she at peace with what her past holds, what does she truly believe in and who is she!  Today finds me wondering:  at the age of 35, have I missed the oppertunity to have children?  is it too late for me.  Then on the other hand I am wondering because I have been alone for so long, other than the occasional boyfriend, would I adapt to having children so late in life?  should I have had my chrildrean earlier in life?  and will I truly find someone I can spend the rest of my life with, or have I spent so much time on myself and taken so long, that I have missed all the windows of oppertuntiy to find that once true mate and settle down.  Now granted I have the dog who has been a constant and loyal companion, has filled the void for several years, but have I become complacent with this arrangement of soul searching and finding myself that I dont need anyone to go on the journey with me?

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