Stupid Girl

Who do you think you are?
To think you could make him see you are worthy?
Who do you think you are?
To believe he could fall in love with you?
Who do you think you are?
To have thought he would want you?

Stupid girl
Such a stupid, stupid girl.

You became like every other female.
You let your guard down.
You allowed your heart and soul to fall in love
When it was not warranted nor being sought.

Stupid girl,
Such a stupid stupid girl

You did not go looking,
But realized when it was too late,
That you were in love with a man
Who did not want that, was not seeking, it and never wanted you.

Stupid girl,
Such a stupid girl to think he would ever love you.

©2008, Amanda Tachick

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